Schizophrenia.......

Why…..we…think…its hard….to…find…Allah..He is…..too….easy….to….they..call….me….schizophrenia…


a….truth…I can’t…deny…it…

He….was…lying…on his…bed…His…delusions which…were…once…gone…have…returned…now…….The little…girl……is….as…cute…as…ever…but……what is….wrong….with…her…eyes….it….seems…that…she....hasn’t ….slept…for…years…The exhausted.....eyes...she has….wept…a lot…for….nothing….Welcome…back… my friend…..where were you….all these….days …when…I…was left…alone…I was…suffering…and no one…here…to…give…me…ecstasy…The…little…girl…is…not saying…anything…She…is just….looking…at him…as…usual…the identical….look….she…has taken…one step…towards…him…to go…as…close…to him….as…she…can….He….is feeling…restlessness…She has never…come…this…far…and …she…is wiping…off….his….tears….Awwww….Why…..He hasn’t felt…..his….tears…..Why….he hasn’t felt…that….he…is weeping…The….little…..girl….can….understand…this………………At…..times…..humans ……can’t….feel…… anything….Their……feelings….vanished……and…..it…happens…..when…..they…..are…..dead…and…..He….is….no….longer…..alive…..

THE ART OF PAIN......

He was…left…alone…as…the….dead…man…How…will…you…live…without…me?...She…had asked…him…once…Now…He…is…experiencing what…she…meant…by…that…He…has…to…live alone…without…her…The…storm…has…settled down…He…has…lost…everything…Nothing…seems…to be …there…for…him…


The…storm…has…taught…him…the…ART…OF…PAIN…When ever…I…have looked around...I have found …the…DEAD SOULS…doing…everything…to damage…itself…NO ONE CARES…

The...excruciating…pain…has…vanished…She…was…invaluable…to…him…and…she…will…remain…the little master…has…never…faced…defeat…an invincible…creature…But…the…last…knot…will defeat…him…for…sure…The…circle…has…no beginning…neither...DEATH…have…

The…deathly…quest…was…remarkable…the…true love…for…his…Master…has…been…depicted…in…his…creatures…

STAY…AWAY…FROM…ME…

The…phoenix…has…died…the…way…He…has wanted…it…to…

Five Minutes……..

He is very kind on us…….I love to see clouds…….hiding the sky….the sky…..an unfathomable part of the universe……I am with Her….walking …. in the rain….the mountains are as beautiful as ever….I am feeling serenity…..perfectness….with Her…..in the shadow….of tree….Our treads are leaving symbols….on the wet grass…..the symbols of life…..the symbols of spirituality……the symbols of love…..we are having a quiet…..conversation…..its the beauty of the scene…..I am as cold as……..She can imagine….if She wants to……with each passing moment I am heading towards the end…..I am requesting Her….to hold my hand….the only thing….She can do…..for me…..before my death…….the scene is changing……I am dead now…..in her arms…with my hands…in hers…..My final journey….has just begun….She will be weeping…..I know…..She can’t keep …the promises…..I am death…..but…..I am feeling….the warmness….in her tears…..on my eyes…..her tears…..Why I failed to stop death…….I wish I haven’t died…..there is no peace here…….only remorse…..death has subjugated my imagination…..I don’t think ……memories…..are so powerful …..for Her….The soul mates…..have been…..alienated……the reunion ….will be…..lovely….I am sure….on this….She is mine….Her soul is mine……though……death….has parted……us………

For You………My Life……

It is hard to fathom things....The heavens never come on earth......it was my thinking.....it was late in night....I was never ever this much deep into the forest before.....the silence of leaves....the place which I were looking for was missing...I was as alone as ever...the fear of death....was encircling me...then I never thought of finding You......it happens only once.....when the Star shines down.....the creatures around me....were weakening my heart....I knew how to swim....but...I was dying in the beautiful river.....in that dark forest....I was right in thinking that I was in black hole....the heat was emitting.....my soul was leaving its body.....I was in dismay....the universe was at peace of its calmness...I was eagerly wishing to be stabbed....Nothing was mine.....you can't control everything.....Her magic started hunting me...the true mysteries of the forest.....were revealing before me....its how my death will be.......My imagination....to find her.....was the quest....Then.....she came into the forest....She was so familiar in Her perfect beauty....that I forgot of dying......how very cruel of me....the Storm was vanishing.....She had the magic.....about which I had heard from the legends....She was invincible....She was as pure as soul......I never thought of finding the hidden treasure......I was drowning & She took me out......the forest was at risk.......finally the darkness started falling down.......the Horizon was staring.....at her...new competitor.....I never thought of feeling this much into the life.....my aspirations.....were vanishing before her.....I was chasing her.....she was sitting...on the top of the hill.....alone...just like me......I told her everything.....The Bond of peace.....the Bond of life.....the Bond of Love.....was in her hands.....I haven't felt anything like her.....my feelings of smugness was fading before her....the time seemed to be stopped......I was engraving the scene.....The stone is still here besides me.....as She is......I was feeling something....fresh.......the possessiveness......I was so near......to the beautiful beginning....She has got the dreamy eyes......the same has as I was craving for.....There was a time when she was nowhere......but now....I am nowhere.....its the lost of mine...into herself...the transformation...is...about to complete......the journey didn't prove futile......I was at peace with Her.......the veil was falling .........Her presence has overtaken the death.......I don't know...how long it will remain......but....I wish the Time could stop.....every part of second with Her was speechless.....beautiful......&....full of True Love......Spirituality.......Lots of chats.....I want.......The Biggest thing I have ever found........Lots of Love......

Nothing

I am nothing.....feeling alone......I will never understand....what You have kept in for me....my learning.....the heart seems to melt down....the entire figure is changing..Its too early....talking impressive is nothing that matters.......Nothing lasts forever......there is a kind of peace in this universe...sitting free of fears......i will never forget this.....i m sitting in snow......seeing things around me.....a little girl is trying to stop her father......come back u coward......how very rude of her.....how little information she is having......that cliff....her father is falling down from that cliff....falling into the trap....the girl is watching her father.....dying....for nothing....she didn't know what death is......her tears....tears of mine ....superior to.......stop this....the excruciating pain has just begun....he is at peace.......there is nothing to worry about..... The symbols of life will find you.....time......remorse............

Souls...........

I am used to sit alone.....there in my grave....an ecstasy....a mental relief...it encircles my mind....the journey will be quite simple...finding peace is quite impossible after so deep into the quest......life was nothing before her.....but its everything after quest.......I never believe I will die.......imagination will surely overtake the intelligence.......the horizon of sun can't show us.......the path that leads to the ruins of knowledge.......even the magic of time is fading in front of her..........